Gentleman

I envy how other couples, the gf would tell the bf everything
How they feel and all, and bf will be there for her and not judge her.

I hate when guys talk rudely to their gf.
That shows how much respect they have for her.
Then the bf would say why girls can do it but guys can't ...

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Because it IS like this,
If a girl slaps a guy, and the guy slaps her back do you think it is right?
If you think it is then forget it.
As a guy, no matter how wrong the girl is, never hit her
Be a man.
Reason out with her, if she don't understand then forget it, but not do the same to her.
That's how a man should be
I seriously got no respect to guys that doesn't respect girls.
Don't even call yourself a man.

Relationship

Relationships .....
To me being in relationship is sadder than being single.
At least when i'm single, I don't have any one to argue with.
I don't feel sad, hurt or lonely.
I may feel lonely but not as lonely as now.
In a relationship, I start to grow dependent on my partner and slowly..
Putting him as priority and start forgetting myself.


Relationship suppose to be happy.
You found the one that can share your everything cause your partner is your other half
But somehow, I don't feel mine is
I feel more lonely than when i'm single..
I cried more than when i'm single.


I don't want to let go but sometimes i'm really tired of trying and keep holding on to something that is not what i want.
 If you're unhappy  more than you're happy with your partner.
 The answer is there,
Why want to have a relationship that makes you feel worse than when your single?
Yes, it is hard to let go when you still love...
Choose yourself, whether you want to be happy or stay sad
Choices are in our hand, nothing is stopping you except yourself.


Am I ready to let go?
That's the question
Can we pull it through?
more doubts ...


My mistake was, i believe people can actually accept me for me.
But the truth is no, people says stuffs to get you,
Like ' treating their gf like the best girl. '
" I don't mind how you treat me and all "
The truth reveals when you're in relationship
You will realise what was said to you, partly was to get you only.
A girl's heart is fragile.

Forgive me for my rudeness in my previous post :)

I'm not doing my Japan & LA trip post anymore .

Cus, I couldn't upload those photos and only god knows whats wrong with my phone -.-

If, the photos are uploaded, I will only post them but will not be blogging bout it.

Hahah

Despite everything that has happened early, I'm happy today.

Today it's the 14th of March, which is also the White Day.

Le boyfriend did something sweet again :D

Hahah, that was the only thing cheered me today.

He put lots of effort in it and I love the little card so much.

Though it was small but it means a lot.

He used his drawing to express it this time ^^

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If it wasn't my boyfriend cheering me up all the time,

I would have died due to depression.

Again, people come and go out of my life,

At least for now, I have my boyfriend to accompany at all times.

So, I wont think of those unnecessary things much.

Emo for nothing ...

Keep my focus on studies ! :)

Phone is not working so I can't post any picture.

I will prolly post it later on Instagram.

Tata

Daylight

This lyric explains how I feel now......

Here I am waiting, I'll have to leave soon
Why am I holding on?
We knew this day would come, we knew it all along
How did it come so fast?

This is our last night but it's late
And I'm trying not to sleep
Cause I know, when I wake, I will have to slip away

And when the daylight comes I'll have to go
But tonight I'm gonna hold you so close
Cause in the daylight we'll be on our own
But tonight I need to hold you so close

Oh-woah, oh-woah, oh-woah
Oh-woah, oh-woah, oh-woah

Here I am staring at your perfection
In my arms, so beautiful
The sky is getting bright, the stars are burning out
Somebody slow it down

This is way too hard, cause I know
When the sun comes up, I will leave
This is my last glance that will soon be memory

And when the daylight comes I'll have to go
But tonight I'm gonna hold you so close
Cause in the daylight we'll be on our own
But tonight I need to hold you so close

Oh-woah, oh-woah, oh-woah
Oh-woah, oh-woah, oh-woah

I never wanted to stop because I don't wanna start all over, start all over,
I was afraid of the dark but now it's all that I want, all that I want, all that I want

And when the daylight comes I'll have to go
But tonight I'm gonna hold you so close
Cause in the daylight we'll be on our own
But tonight I need to hold you so close

And when the daylight comes I'll have to go
But tonight I'm gonna hold you so close
Cause in the daylight we'll be on our own
But tonight I need to hold you so close

Unproductive Morning

Good ....    Afternoon peeps ! :)
I'm home alone now & i'm procrastinating like a boss.
Basically my job today is to "jaga rumah" and be a driver.
Have to fetch sis from school later & we are gonna do our shopping later :)

So ... I have the whole house to myself today.
muahaha
Blasting Pitbull's song (Y)

K is coming back tomorrow.
Buddy training in another 2 days :)
Get to meet him soon. Real sooon !

I'm missing Anand and the gang as well !
Can't wait to meet him and sampat together :D
Our gossip session. Damn... 
There is so much catch up to do !
Time pass quickly, please? :)

This whole morning i have done nothing productive.
Unless, stalking pretty girls counted? 
LOL

Crap ! It's coming to 3pm
I need to cook my food ): 
Then got to fetch sis from school.
Chao :*

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas yo !

Happy with your gifts? :D
This year my christmas was miserable and lonely LOL
I even made someone upset. =3
I'm so evil sometimes hahah.

But i was glad Mr.K did a countdown with me yesterday through the phone. Teehee
Then today, mumy dragged me out to Pavilion with herrr.
Sis hang out with her friends in Pavilion
Mumy busy talking to her best friend leavin me alone.
Following behind them listen to their conversation.
Omgggg.
Now here I am rotting in front of my lappie.
Need sleep now
Going for manicure and pedicure with mumy tomorrow.
Need to sleep early sooon
tataaa

Doomsday Eve

It is doomsday eve & i already feel like tut -.-

Had an accident just now.

Sis and I was happily talking in the car on our way home.

Suddenly this indian fella from opposite lane speeding without putting his signal sumore, hit my car.

Sis was holding two packets of rice in her hands, ended up like fireworks in the car =.=

Her leg hit the dashboard hard,so created blue black ady.

I was stunned,shocked,speechless,& angry.

At that moment my car was more important than my safety HAHAH.

That man was still nicely sitting in his car staring at us and was like attempting to drive off.

So I went down, bla everything rudely to him :P

Sis came down she also bla another round.

I thought i was fierce ady, but she was lagi fierce hahah

cus her leg was hurt LOL

So finally the man admitted he was wrong and apologized nicely.

I felt guilty :P

Apparently hes a doctor, and was rushing to a clinic =.=

So mumy, uncle and godfather all came to settle the issue.

Then that man also call his brother.

Call man also sampat, wana join the crowd. One after another come.

Then, it became like one kampung settle one small issue lol.

Finally, the car problem is settled.


Fuh ..
Wasted so much time for that nonesense.
Came home feeling so shitty @.@


Okayy aside from what happened today,
I'm more curious on whats gonna happen tomorrow
Thankfully all my loved ones are gonna be by my side tmr even Mr.K muahaha
The idea of everyone dying together seems cool actually LOL
Just kid.
I don't think its gonna be the end of the world, prolly just the sky goes dark.
According to my grandma, she read from the news.
Some countries sky starts to darken already, and the lifespan of the sun is untill tomorrow. LOL

I'm excited about tomorrow.

It's doomsday & also goh tung !

Fingers crossed people and hope for the best

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19.12.12

Boo ! :D
Went back to Monash today,
met up with Sakai & Mr.K ( stupid flirty perv ! )
Attend marketing lecture with sakai awhile, did some stuffs together
Then head to Bukit Jalil area to have lunch with her.
It was so nice having lunch with her after soo long !
After i came home not long,
I went out to yum cha with Cheng Yun
He's 17 & he drove me out without license LOL
had a great time catching up with him after don't know how many centuries lol.

Totally enjoyed my day today.

It was tiring though, but i'm happy  :)

I'm gonna laze around & watch Pitch Perfect later.

weeeee ^^

Kbye

Randomdomdom

Booo peeps :)

I'm back from my trip !

It was a blast yet tiring.

I'm still in my jet-lag mode 

I am suppose to be doing my packing now, but i'm just tooo lazeyyy to do anything.

Once i'm free i will be doing my Japan & LA trip post :D

So stay tuneeee !

You come and go as you like.
You like only you trigger stuffs, don't like only you leave me hanging halfway.
What do you want actually?
If you still care, then you shouldn't have let me go in the first place.

Drafts update

Found 2 drafts from last year , and just published :)

Today i felt that everyone was unhappy.
Even the atmosphere in the class was different.
But today less dramatic cause i was with the guys.
I finally understand why brotherhoods are stronger than sisterhood.
Less drama.

Yeah i am still upset.
Someone will be away for three days.
So for now i still can survive.
Idk how to face that person after 3 days.
This class is my worst nightmare.
Each and everyone of them has a mask on their face.
Few days ago i found out a small secret, which was bad enough.
and now worse.
Once i'm done with assignment i won't attend classes anymore till finals.

I'm trying my very best to get over everything asap so that i can focus on my finals.
Do pray for me.

Accidentaly emo post

I just can't do it.
I really don't know how else to pretend nothing happened and still smile.
I tried to stay away from them, i tried to stay out of trouble.
but yet, there are still troubles.
I don't want to argue anymore, i have back off.
Still, one after another thing is triggering me.
I totally couldn't focus on my studies.
I tried to be in denial, tried to be motivated
But nothing worked.
If I continue going on this way, i can't imagine how my finals would be.
I know finals is very important but i just couldn't concentrate.
If only changing college is not a hassle, i would have done that.
Sadly i can't
Whatever i feel now i just can't put it in words.
I realized that lately i changed a bit.
My temper is getting worse, roller coaster emotions.
I can't control my temper well lately.
Yet, i am still trying to keep them under control.
Sounded like i'm turning into a monster =/
Oh well, lets hope i survive till the end.

You have no right to judge me,
so don't judge me like you have known me forever.

imsofuckedthistime.

25-11-2012

I always tell myself to be careful and know my limit.
But I tend to forget, then regret ...
Once I've crossed my limit, it is hard for me to go back.
This is my one mistake i tend to make.

If only I stopped myself earlier.
Things would'nt be a problem now.
Knowing that it's too late now.
I dont know if I should go forward or stop it.
Idiot much.


Buck up Emily !



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Seize from every moment its uniqueness

My purpose today : Blog something
On what? No idea.


Haven't been doing much for this holiday. My plan for holiday did not go as planned.  ): Quite unhappy about it.


On the 3rd of December I will be going on a trip with my family, I hope it is going to be fun.The horror of having long hours of flight ): Sigh ... 


After my trip I might prolly start working in MSIG . Still not sure about it. Then, January I will be going around with papa to work. All the way until February. Then it's Chinese New Year :) Can't wait to meet the crazy bunch and get high !


This summer holiday, it feels like forever. I miss my friends ): the joy and the fun we had together. I miss how we all study together everyday,play together everyday ... I'm happier compared to last year and i hope it stays this way. 3 years will pass with a blink of an eye. So, I have to make the most of every moment.

;D

Little wish

It's November now

Next month will be December 

Hoping nothing bad would happen like the previous year.

Glad that god answers to my prayer.

I just want everything to turn out good, that's all i want.

Not asking for any perfection.

Pretty please ?

New memories

Ever since I started my semester in Monash, I haven't been blogging much or at all. Lol
There are a lot of things I would wanna talk bout if i were to update every single thing since the beginning of the sem.

First of all, I had my life again in Monash, aside from the assignments and test all. 
Manage to go through everything myself :)
So proud of myself. Hahah !
Made new friends and new memories.
Everything was really hard for me at first, but luckily i did not give up.
Now it is already the end of the semester, and i don't want it to end so soon.
I'm constantly happy whenever i'm with my bunch of friends.
Gonna miss them so so much.
I even did pictures compilation for this semester :D

For the first time, i spent most of my time in Uni more than anywhere else.
Seldom at home d...
Gonna do the same thing for the next sem too.
Spending most of my time in uni.
Keeping myself busy is a good way to forget everything :)
Until my own stuffs also i fgt -.-
but when i start to take a break, memories will all come back to me.
LOL 

So for my sem break also, i'm already planning for everything.
gonna keep myself busy and hoping to learn something during the summer break :P
Two more papers to go, and i'm off for holiday.
Looking forward to it.
Long long break for me 
Spend some quality time with my family as well.
Mumy and grandma miss me =D

Shall update during my break.
Crapping too much here.
bai !

If only I can run away from the reality and live in my dreamland ;)

Good evening !
It's Wednesday yoo.
I feel so zombie-ish the whole day.  
This morning, the weather was gloomy yet awesome.
Why awesome ?
Cause it is the best weather to sleep !
Started raining since 10am till 1pm weyy.
Unfortunately, I had to wake up by 11.30 am
To do chores and then rott at home :)


Ah well, lets proceed to Jimmy's celebration.
It was more like a plan phailed kinda thing but still manage to enjoy a lil there. LOL
Had our dinner at Kaki Corner. 
I would say the food there so-so only.
My chicken wasn't well cooked. So there was some blood smell :O
Soo yucky.  


After dinner we went to Jimmy's mum shop to cut cake and bla bla bla.
Then went to his house awhile to lepak.

[ I skipped alot here, because i can't go on blogging.

My head feels so heavy all of a sudden. I need to lie down. ]

As for the pictures here ...

Jimmy surprised Poh Yan with a bouquet of roses and Winnie the Pooh plushy :)

How sweet right. It was his birthday lagi.

Okeh, really need to go now. 

Sorry for my cacated post.

I'm lazy to recall and re-blog this post again.

Bye.

 [ The love of my life  ]

Hello dear readers (if there is any) :)

Finally, i manage to get my lazy ass to blog after don't how long. hahah
As I mentioned in my previous(s) post, I should be updating the Children's Home picture.
Unfortunately, I couldn't find that folder of pictures now ):
Soo ... that update will be on hold.

SO , I had a really long holiday after my foundation.
I finished my foundation at Febuary and my degree intake is July.5 months of holiday :) Sounds awesome kan?But i spent most of my holidays at home rotting with chores, or working in mum's shop.Not.fun.at.all.5 months of boredom man ..Feel my pain !

Right, so this month 16th, it's my orientation :) Fyi, I'm shifting to Monash for my degree.Which means, I have to make friends all over again ):
AND take don't know how many months to get used to the environment and all.
By just thinking of it, scares me already.
Angel had to go for August intake.
Thus, i will have to travel to Monash back and forth alone.
Being independent is not so easy after all. ( for me )
Haih ...

My first time in Taylor,
Parents fetched me to college for a short period, then i started taking train with neighbours,
Then car pool with neighbours, then car pool with college mate.
The only time i drove alone to Taylor was during my finals.
Just for a short period. =3
I was so excited for degree until Angel told me she couldn't join me for July intake.
I stopped counting down. hahah !
I'm unfriendly what to do.

Theres ... 
10 MORE DAYS.
omg . hahaha nervous !
ah whatevers. By then, let see whether i survive that one week of orientation or not :P

Sooo, During this holiday, I went out 2-3 times if i'm not mistaken. 
5 fingers also can count. ( kesiann )

That day, my girls came over too my house for steamboat :D
ngeheheh.How nice.

I'm so thankful to have them, cause in the whole group,

I'm the most mafan one, due to curfews.Like, I can't go far, i need a driver, someone need to fetch me home before midnight.
This and that. Not easy to go out with me. hahah.
Mumy prefer me to have gathering at home, cause she don't like me going out also.



That night, planned to watch football together but there was no match. 
So we ended up with the camera instead.
Hahah

 
  

 

Stone face .__.

 
 

Suddenly, Doline made a stupid face.

And challenged us to do it.

The challenge : Your lips touches your nose with retarded eyes.

[ Beware : Pictures below may cause nightmare or loss of appetite :3 ]

 

 

 

 Well, everyone suceed except me. Nuff said HAHAH They were laughing their ass off cause i was the only that failed -.-
 So i told them to look away, until i get it right.
 Ta - Daa !

 
 

Retards ! damn yong sui :P

 

We are just awesome .

OH ! 26th of June was Marcus birthday.
Hes 4 years old d ! 
My " smart " sister asked for 4 big candles.
That person must be thinking which 40 years old ah pek wants a Power Ranger birthday cake.

According to Marcus, this red Power Ranger is called Okachan :D
Power Rangers use to be my all time favourite too.

Like sister like brother :D

This coming Sunday I get to go out for Poh Yan's boyfie birthday celebration :D

Gloria vs Poh Yan ! :P

And uh this is Jimmy ( her boyfie )

I don't have other picture of him =3

 

People, meet handsome ( he  wanted to be  addresed this way )

and  I miss him ! :)

Goonaite readers :)

Sorry loves ):

Hey peeps.
This is just a short post
Will get back to blogging once i'm free.


Just want to let you guys know,
That i'm not avoiding anyone of you or whatsoever.
I'm really sorry for not replying texts and answering calls.
I'm going thru something now.
So I needed some time alone.
I wanted to speak to someone about it, but I don't think it helps.
So i decided to not speak about it, so I just needed some time alone to sort things out.
Kinda busy lately with my stuffs.
Soo...

Give me about a month or so to get back to you guys.
And also, I don't think I will going for any outings, so don't bother calling me either ;)

Hearts you all !