wyee~
im had so much fun todae..
get to be alone v meiling most of d time..
o.k.a.y skip that first and...and..and.. gues WHAT??
haha!
okay emerald got last fer sport,and got FIRST in kawad..


still got FIRST kan...
hoping emerald to get FIRST in sports is definitely hopeless.
no offence but this year, emerald's athlete quite char...
and surprisingly kawad got first again,emerald-kawad got first fer 6 yrs(straight)
i tot kawad might lose too..haha

saw yuyi...
but he so sombong saw me oxo nvr say hi...)=


then when they wana announce d result, me,meiling and yinru 'p' ..
went to SB and had lunch XD
after lunch,yinru's mum arved.so she had to go..
left me and meiling..
lepak around d office then walk around..
had some pictures v some teachers^^
and got 1 with cute teacher~~
hehe
but i look cacated larh...

=.=

then one with hamimy ^^

i look horibble

c her smile is one end to other end.. (=
so lucky =p
frankly speaking,im starting to like her..serious.
den camwhore around v meiling..
dang!! i look horible...
ish~


then while waiting fer my dad in sk there..
this malay guy..
suddenly ask us bout our sport day..
cuz he was standing there waiting fer his wife too
then we started a conversation..
with me, alicia and my sis..
and u noe wad he said??
he said my sis look like f4..i look like F2!!!!!..and ally like F3
wonder is dat a compliment ?? =.=



kay lazy to type in so detail~(X
done!!
and picture of d day (^.^)
ngeks~

lolx i still haven post any poem fer hairy penguin =.=
i sucked at doin poem larh..
haiz i nida do 2 todae T.T

todae,
babi meiling sick ady..
so went home early...
so sat alone after dat )=
alicia n kah ee pulak making so many noise in front..
sivik dat time, doin bm's work..
sejarah,paid no attention..
d new teacher's teaching lame and boring larh~
its not even called "teaching"
just nice,10 mins bfore finish skul finished my 2 blardy karangan~~
haha todae rabbani so kind,help me to keep my books in my locker^^

Rabbani: locker no ?
Emily: G3
(rabbani walk back)
Rabbani: nah,(key) tak boleh buka.
Emily: ape tak boleh buka !u sesat lagi ke ?=p [cuz this mornin he said hes goin to pejabat,but end up in d toilet,then come out from opposite wing==]
(rabbani walk back there again,*then i realise)
Emily: Rabbani bukan G3,C3 !! XDXD
Rabbani: ish~

blur larh me,kept fgting my locker numb~

finish skul also walk down alone ~
hopefully babi meiling recover by tmr larh..
very lonely in skul without her~ ] =

after skul went to tesco xtra awhile..
had lunch v sis,
then when to cosway visit mumy~
then this lengzhai 0.0 (from u-mobile -cosway)came..
haha he explain d line plan to my dad..
then suddenly dady said,he might wan change our lines to 018...
d rest of my number remain same except d 016,change to 018~
(ex: 016-1234567-->018-1234567)
call are oni alowwed to parent..
sms oni can =P
but this time bill have to ownself pay~
-limit rm50-
then i nid a 3G hp,
i dunwan d packagels hp..
they offered Samsung Z170...i dun rili like it
so i might buy from outside..__Sony Erricson__
ownself come out $ again too T.T
this month i m broke~!
my sis also kena~
if we don't want to change..
we remain our line barred~
but its so tempting XD

hairy penguin gimme sometime to figure it out kay ^^
haha if not i pos it to u =p
♥♥

yesterday,
all of a sudden i broke into tears..
no idea why..
i wasn't emo~
dunnu wads wrong v me..
but when i broke into tears..
then oni i started to felt sad.
very very sad...
)=

(=

hahaha
i thought todae i m having tuition=.=
i mistaken my sis's tuition day v mine =p
i was rushing here n there..
then i went and told my grandmother dat im having tuition,
so dat i can take my dinner later..
suddenly she say,'i tot todaes shermanes wan?'
i was blur..
then i went and double check.
todaes WEDNESDAY!
and i noe todae got koko,
and i stil think its thursday -.-
mayb cuz one day nvr go skul,
my calender go haywired =p

haha yeap i ponteng-ed todae
and lp oxo ponteng=p
we din't pakat..
cin told me,then oni i noe shes absent..
haha we both ponteng fer d same reason =p
lolx our reason are -homework-(hamimy's one sumore)
me is bcuz this mornin i got a really bad gastric..
my gastric got worse..
haiz..
so i told mumy my stomach not feeling well.*i dun dare to tell her*
haha, din noe dat my excuse can b excepted. XP
so ambil kesempatan lor~haha~

****
its not worthy to end ur relationship over something small..
plus u jux listen to one side only..
isn't it unfair?
u should listen to d other side too..
ur dissapointed,but shes oxo sad..
she cant afford to lose u..
so should'nt u think bout it again?
unless u seriously thinks its over~

i lurve you~♥

lolx..
nowdays i hardly update my blog..
wyee its gona b a dead blog soon =p



getting really pissed now..
there are a few unwelcomed guests viewed my blog..
yeah its bloody hell public..
but i din not invite any third parties nor busybody asses !!
i write wad i wan in my OWN blog..
so u either read n acept it or jux close d damn page...
**let me lead u**
( okay can u see d red box up there on ur right hand side????)
(YEAH click dat..and DONE its gone or u may jux click ALT+F4)
if u got any comment confront me..
dun go behind me and talk..
wadever dats NONE of ur business,
pls f-off from it..
i dun nid u to interfere.

yeah am pissed but im still smiling(=

i haven finish my 2 sets of karangan..
& my ekons notes..
...
i got distracted by d tv (x
after blogging oni try to finish it up..
my msn messenger got prob again..
im SO gona get rid of it as-soon-as-possible..
its irritating,when ur chating halfway,it lag,then goof9.
then,everytime it left me a WTF expression..
:x :x
this few days im cursing alot..
not bcause of pms..
im not havin it now btw,
dunu why.
lil bit things i will make it into a fuss.
BUT on d other hand im also tryin to improve my behavior ^^
yeah u may think its a joke..
lauf all u wan..
i dun care (= im tryin,tryin,tryin~ (=

oh ya valentine dat day,
prisma cheras had a dinner downstairs..
me and my family attented..
and guess hu i saw??!

lol SIM ZZ..
haha was surprise to see him ter.
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haiz dat day quite a few of them msg me,
but i can only sit and c..
cant reply..
sad~
so zhi mok eh..

skulin fun?NONONO..
sux like shit..
except d moment when im v my frens


yaya!
my fringe is now SIDE-parting..
lolx..
1st reason, wan b 50% guai lui..
*XD cuz i can push my fringe aside easily,when theres prefect..ngeks^^*
2nd,everyone say i look better
*cuz i look erm(brighter) dunu how to explain*
**kah-ee says my previous fringe like lala,and when im sad like emo-lala-.-**
and FYI, aku tak suka lala~
3rd,my face not dat oiiily anymore ^^
hmm me too think so,its better after putting my fringe side..
my mood oxo beter
BETTER than before(x
i
smile,smile,smile..
only this few days frown )=
i mean till this afternoon,not now
ugh i wan ponteng larh tomorrow~!!!
no i won't
yes i will
no i won't
yes i will

no idea~

Wyee~
hye people..
haha im updatin my blog fer noob gilersake...XD(not noobtard)
lolx todae's mumy's bdae~~
so yesterday me n my sis,tried making jelly fer her..
lolx in d end unsucessfull..
wad can u expect..
its my first time weyh...
first time,den perfect d meh..
okay,mayb u guys can..i cnt,im abit slow wan><
so i gave mumy al kinds of reason,not to eat d jelly =p
but in d end she tried..
it was awfull ):
haha!
i dun even dare to try it XD


then todae dady bought mumy a cake from secret recipe --chocolate banana--
one whole cake not one slice~
todae after recess got caught by prefect again!!
she say dat will b her LAST warning...
BUSYBODY...4wad..
ask me to clip my fringe..arh..boleh blah~~
like chanting only..
everydae....."pls clip ur hair up"
ish i dunid a parrot larh!
and,alicia's leg cacated d =p
she wore slipper to skul todae..
i wonder hu gave her more than 10MIL XD
so walk oxo tempang abit...no offence my dear
and todae she took advantage to whack my ass..
wait till her leg HEALED*evil grin*
:D shes so geting it back from me..
cuz i dun bully OKU(orang kurang upaya) wan XP
~noobie gillerrr~ ngeks ^^

went fer tution jux now..
ugh was so tired..
d class was not boring.
its me dats feeling sleepy..-.-
den when teacher tell us jokes..
im wide awake d^^
lolx..
then zl and dixon smsed me..
but i cnt reply );
haiz sore~
im thinkin bout geting a prepaid =p
still not sure bout it...

tomorrows VALENTINE~~<3
wyee~
haiz this year alone again..
its not a bad news..SINGLE is better~
im suppose to go out v jia hou tmr..
but cuz of dat stupid grounded thingy..
dats y plan canceled ...
AND JIA HOU is jux a fren onLy...
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iiii wish to go out v loupo ler tmr..):):

WTF msn kept dc again!!
!@#$%^&*&^%$#@!
ISH..
screw msn messenger

++edward faster recover so we can hang out ^^++
(= jogoya~SLR~

Hapie bdae Babi Bryan!!

stole his pix from somewer :x

todae stayed back,
went to JJ v ml,jojo,yinru,lai,and of cuz BRYAN!! =p
had KFC fer lunch..
i got him a piggie dunu wad..
lai go and call it a vibrator ==!
sound so tak senonoh!!
and he said it quite loud~
damn paiseh~
ml and yinru got bryan a small round cake=p which is more than enuf fer himself (=
after that i goto rush back too skul..
cuz dady will b picking me up by 4.30pm..
so me n jojo took cab back to skull..
=p
we stop halfway and walk back to skul halfway..(x
its a 5mins walk larh..(jimat marh) lawl**
plus dat taxi driver..
purposely drive slowly..
==
so we arved skul jux in time~
she made her phone calls..
after not even5 mins her mum arved..
after she left not long...
dady arved..
reached home..
was sooo exhausted..

jux now got a fight v her~
everydae both of us will surely quarell wan..
one dae dun quarell,we wun cal it a day..==
haiz...
i also dun wish to c u unhappie.
i oxo wish i could migrate to overseas,
and no nid u to c my annoying face~
i dunu hus honest and hus not anymore..
i cant differentciate gud and bad anymore..
u used to be d one i trusted most,
i lurved most,
i shared most..
i din noe u hated me dat much..

It wun kill me with jux one-try..

Friends...
im putting my blog to private soon!!
hu wana view my blog..
email add pls..





now in mumy's shop(tesco xtra)
so mayb tmr oni blog..
anyone can intro to me home tuition teacher?!!!
i want one~!

just got back from tuition..
feeling confused~
haiz...
i saw him todae...but theres no chance to talk to him..
cuz everytime,sure theres sum1 there...
so i gave up..
but i seriously wanted to talk to him badly
to apologise fer being mean..
and oxo being friends again..
but i gues he wouldn't acept my apology..
but no matter wad i will still apologise...
friends again dat part mayb not tellin la..
cause bfore this,he asked fer it many times and i kept rejecting him...

lolx why i sudenly change my mind?
cuz after that bastard's prob..
then i realise that actually he oways tries to please me but i took it in d wrong meaning.
before this he was my bestfren..
seriously.hes my first'guy'bestfren..
but because of something,i choose not to trust him
well n oxo tnx to d bastard dat make me realise my mistake.
tho i regreted it now..but i gues its best not to take back my words..
its very selfish ~

hmm~felt better after writing everything out..
i want to find sum1 and speak out everything thats in my heart..
sigh~~~

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hye ppl..


lolx todae i free giler..
no h/w. YAY
oh ya i started tuiton ydae...
was quite HAPPIE (=
i've been stucked at home fer a veryyy long time d..
then i get to meet back my old frens..
so fun larh..
and,this year my schedule's not so tight..
wyee~
cuz my tuition day is oni on
thur and fri..
i took add math,math,and accs..
n i got back my hp d!
BUT i cnt call o sms out.
i can oni receive..
cuz my line is freezed =p
cuz i've been bugging my mum to let me buy
ipod nano with my OWN $$
so she decided to giv me back d phone (x
my beloved is back (=(=
its so tempting larh!!
*tahan!tahan!tahan!*
haihs..

todae,early mornin ady got gastric..
pain like HELL!
pain d whole day..
cuz of d pain i skipped recess==
so i wandered around~
those prefect one by one kept comin to me..remindin me to pin up my hair!!
wth~
but i kept givin stupid excuses=p
regreted..shud hav went fer recess..
then todae we got house colour(rumah sukan)
"meeting"
me and joyenn got called out..
(and some f4's)
cuz we nvr attend d practise=p
so PARIMALA
bla,bla,bla there again larh..
i tot of joining marching again..
but i dun wana b darker..
plus,..thursday i got tuition 5-10pm..
so i nid to rest..
m gona ask dady to write a letter fer me
to skip!! ^^
bra-yan smile smile smile (= !!

SIM ZZ !!!
when ur goin to tuition larh??..
i cant contact u..
then u dun on9~..
update "...." pun malas!!
im gona kill u d~

i saw him yesterday~
wanted to talk to him..
but i can't...
haiz~
i think i owe him an apology..

Crap..!
i got no newspaper fer tmr..
totaly fgt-en bout it...
hamimy expect us to have it everyday..
plus she actually jux want us to read 1 part of it..
n its BERITA HARIAN...
iii prefer THE STAR la..
grr..tmr mornin try to go to 7-e and get it..
(if oni i rmb) :)


mymoodswings~

argh! emily's a failure la!!
i hate her!
i hate her!
why am i oways stucked halfway?
shud i jux tell him since d begining?
o i shud jux keep my mouth shut and sulk~

i dun wan everything to end in jux a blink of eye..
i sux larh..
i m draging it longer..
longer..
and longer....
i jux cant face d fact yet...
im being selfish..
i got oni 2 choice..
but both may go to hell...
i can oni sit in a conner and envy~
gah! its so hurtful~
i wish u were jux transparent....

hye people
dah la no freedom..
n now my beloved hp has left me..
everything that's left v me now is just my computer and my soul


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D day bfore yesterday my dad's sis[my aunt] and her husband[my uncle] came...(from malacca)
so that day, we went to have dinner v my grandfater and so-called-grandmother(mum's side)
we went ter by two cars..
my dad,my aunt,uncle and my grandma(dad's side),1 car,
me,my sis,my mum,1 car..

so we arved d restoran..
ordered food and stuff...
den we ''lou sang''^^
there was crowded
everyone chatin here and there..
me and my sis sat ter dumbly..
no phones nothing..~~
so we was like i c u,u c me.....
den sudenly i rmb-ered my abandoned-mp4
wyee!
so i took it out...luckily its still workin..
yeah it so called mp4..
sounds nice..but chiplak wan
wad can u expect,its from CHINA(no offence kay)
so i listened fer half an hour likdat then it died off...
i was like WTF!!
so i got no choice but to listen to their conversation..
so dishes arved
ate...ate...ate...
then my so-called-grandma started commenting stg bad bout me and my sis
at first she said it out loud
but no one was paying att to her..
so,then..she sort of like whispering to my grandfather...
her whisper was loud enuf fer me and my sis to hear..
my grandfather oxo like oh.ok,a ha
he oxo lazy to layan her~
--her comment i will not post--
and i was about to shout at her..does that even CONCERN u?!!
me and my sis was so pissed off v her
but its a family dinner..
so we chill-ed..!

my mum all call her *pui kuan jie*
so i purposely call her pui kuan jie and acidently add d word popo XD
she was kinda pissed fer my disrespect..
but WHO CARES?!
so after dinner..me and my sis was bugging my mum to leave... (:
cuz d bugs all flying around US but not d food~
and im afraid of bugs =p

so my mum drove d so-called-grandma and my grandfather back first..
so when my so-called-grandma was about to leave ..
she went to my side expect me to pull down d window
so i pulled down
then,she told me: emily lei yiu sang seng a!
i slightly nod,bfore she continue anymore i quickly pull up d window
(im not so sure..wadeva u call that) (x
lolx she was so pissed off =p=p
and dat time my mum was on d phone!wyee~
evil ryte me~
my respects has limits..
la,la,la

ALICIA & darlings~

im so sore~
i got grounded fer 1 YEAR!!
yeah~
so all my appointment goto cancel T-T
im oxo jealous here leh...
if its not cuz of my stupid bill! everything would jux b fine~goin well as planned
lolx d bill came at d wrong timing =p
nyway its still my bad..
im sore..kay? (:

lurves!