I really wish my friends are here with me.
Without them by my side.
I feel so empty.
Especially Cindel =S
The one which i love most,is leaving me for Kampar soon ):
Today was my first day of orientation in Taylor's Uni.
I was nervous,as usual.
Was surprise to see,soooo many students taking the same course as mine.
By the hundreds.
Well,the people there are really different.
I don't know why i just don't like that place.
Tho the environment there is niceee.
One week before my orientation day.
My family are giving me pressure already.
They said they won't be giving me any pressure.
But,indirectly they are giving me pressure d.
ALOT.
just less obvious.
Initially I'd planned to enroll in Inti college.
Which was 90% confirmed.
Was really excited about it.
But suddenly,plan changed.
Parents fell in love with Taylor's environment.
So my excitement just blew off like that.
Then my studies,I don't know if i can cope well.
To go to that place is a BIG problem.
Jam like tut every morning,
My class starts at 9.
But i got wake up at 5.30
??!!
Fetch my sis to school,then to my coll.
To avoid jam so got to go as early as possible.
Then my class ends around 4/6 pm
Come back another half and hour like that or more.
Can u imagine how much time i spent just to go and come back.
I can die sooon.
I'm on the verge of crying now.
Whenever,it's regarding my studies,
Surely there's arguement pop up.
I'm not looking forward for the next day ):
Was hoping to share about my day with my parents,but now i don't think i feel like talking about it anymore.
Gahhhhh~
Emo-ed for few days D;
Feeling so crappy now.
Then nearly everyday I'm waking up with nose bleed.
@#$%!^%$#@ !!!
Then insomnia lagi.
Hmmmm....
Nights peepel :)
sugar dreams~


