Wyee~
hye people..
haha im updatin my blog fer noob gilersake...XD(not noobtard)
lolx todae's mumy's bdae~~
so yesterday me n my sis,tried making jelly fer her..
lolx in d end unsucessfull..
wad can u expect..
its my first time weyh...
first time,den perfect d meh..
okay,mayb u guys can..i cnt,im abit slow wan><
so i gave mumy al kinds of reason,not to eat d jelly =p
but in d end she tried..
it was awfull ):
haha!
i dun even dare to try it XD


then todae dady bought mumy a cake from secret recipe --chocolate banana--
one whole cake not one slice~
todae after recess got caught by prefect again!!
she say dat will b her LAST warning...
BUSYBODY...4wad..
ask me to clip my fringe..arh..boleh blah~~
like chanting only..
everydae....."pls clip ur hair up"
ish i dunid a parrot larh!
and,alicia's leg cacated d =p
she wore slipper to skul todae..
i wonder hu gave her more than 10MIL XD
so walk oxo tempang abit...no offence my dear
and todae she took advantage to whack my ass..
wait till her leg HEALED*evil grin*
:D shes so geting it back from me..
cuz i dun bully OKU(orang kurang upaya) wan XP
~noobie gillerrr~ ngeks ^^

went fer tution jux now..
ugh was so tired..
d class was not boring.
its me dats feeling sleepy..-.-
den when teacher tell us jokes..
im wide awake d^^
lolx..
then zl and dixon smsed me..
but i cnt reply );
haiz sore~
im thinkin bout geting a prepaid =p
still not sure bout it...

tomorrows VALENTINE~~<3
wyee~
haiz this year alone again..
its not a bad news..SINGLE is better~
im suppose to go out v jia hou tmr..
but cuz of dat stupid grounded thingy..
dats y plan canceled ...
AND JIA HOU is jux a fren onLy...
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iiii wish to go out v loupo ler tmr..):):

WTF msn kept dc again!!
!@#$%^&*&^%$#@!
ISH..
screw msn messenger

++edward faster recover so we can hang out ^^++
(= jogoya~SLR~

Hapie bdae Babi Bryan!!

stole his pix from somewer :x

todae stayed back,
went to JJ v ml,jojo,yinru,lai,and of cuz BRYAN!! =p
had KFC fer lunch..
i got him a piggie dunu wad..
lai go and call it a vibrator ==!
sound so tak senonoh!!
and he said it quite loud~
damn paiseh~
ml and yinru got bryan a small round cake=p which is more than enuf fer himself (=
after that i goto rush back too skul..
cuz dady will b picking me up by 4.30pm..
so me n jojo took cab back to skull..
=p
we stop halfway and walk back to skul halfway..(x
its a 5mins walk larh..(jimat marh) lawl**
plus dat taxi driver..
purposely drive slowly..
==
so we arved skul jux in time~
she made her phone calls..
after not even5 mins her mum arved..
after she left not long...
dady arved..
reached home..
was sooo exhausted..

jux now got a fight v her~
everydae both of us will surely quarell wan..
one dae dun quarell,we wun cal it a day..==
haiz...
i also dun wish to c u unhappie.
i oxo wish i could migrate to overseas,
and no nid u to c my annoying face~
i dunu hus honest and hus not anymore..
i cant differentciate gud and bad anymore..
u used to be d one i trusted most,
i lurved most,
i shared most..
i din noe u hated me dat much..

It wun kill me with jux one-try..

Friends...
im putting my blog to private soon!!
hu wana view my blog..
email add pls..





now in mumy's shop(tesco xtra)
so mayb tmr oni blog..
anyone can intro to me home tuition teacher?!!!
i want one~!

just got back from tuition..
feeling confused~
haiz...
i saw him todae...but theres no chance to talk to him..
cuz everytime,sure theres sum1 there...
so i gave up..
but i seriously wanted to talk to him badly
to apologise fer being mean..
and oxo being friends again..
but i gues he wouldn't acept my apology..
but no matter wad i will still apologise...
friends again dat part mayb not tellin la..
cause bfore this,he asked fer it many times and i kept rejecting him...

lolx why i sudenly change my mind?
cuz after that bastard's prob..
then i realise that actually he oways tries to please me but i took it in d wrong meaning.
before this he was my bestfren..
seriously.hes my first'guy'bestfren..
but because of something,i choose not to trust him
well n oxo tnx to d bastard dat make me realise my mistake.
tho i regreted it now..but i gues its best not to take back my words..
its very selfish ~

hmm~felt better after writing everything out..
i want to find sum1 and speak out everything thats in my heart..
sigh~~~

~~~~
hye ppl..


lolx todae i free giler..
no h/w. YAY
oh ya i started tuiton ydae...
was quite HAPPIE (=
i've been stucked at home fer a veryyy long time d..
then i get to meet back my old frens..
so fun larh..
and,this year my schedule's not so tight..
wyee~
cuz my tuition day is oni on
thur and fri..
i took add math,math,and accs..
n i got back my hp d!
BUT i cnt call o sms out.
i can oni receive..
cuz my line is freezed =p
cuz i've been bugging my mum to let me buy
ipod nano with my OWN $$
so she decided to giv me back d phone (x
my beloved is back (=(=
its so tempting larh!!
*tahan!tahan!tahan!*
haihs..

todae,early mornin ady got gastric..
pain like HELL!
pain d whole day..
cuz of d pain i skipped recess==
so i wandered around~
those prefect one by one kept comin to me..remindin me to pin up my hair!!
wth~
but i kept givin stupid excuses=p
regreted..shud hav went fer recess..
then todae we got house colour(rumah sukan)
"meeting"
me and joyenn got called out..
(and some f4's)
cuz we nvr attend d practise=p
so PARIMALA
bla,bla,bla there again larh..
i tot of joining marching again..
but i dun wana b darker..
plus,..thursday i got tuition 5-10pm..
so i nid to rest..
m gona ask dady to write a letter fer me
to skip!! ^^
bra-yan smile smile smile (= !!

SIM ZZ !!!
when ur goin to tuition larh??..
i cant contact u..
then u dun on9~..
update "...." pun malas!!
im gona kill u d~

i saw him yesterday~
wanted to talk to him..
but i can't...
haiz~
i think i owe him an apology..

Crap..!
i got no newspaper fer tmr..
totaly fgt-en bout it...
hamimy expect us to have it everyday..
plus she actually jux want us to read 1 part of it..
n its BERITA HARIAN...
iii prefer THE STAR la..
grr..tmr mornin try to go to 7-e and get it..
(if oni i rmb) :)


mymoodswings~

argh! emily's a failure la!!
i hate her!
i hate her!
why am i oways stucked halfway?
shud i jux tell him since d begining?
o i shud jux keep my mouth shut and sulk~

i dun wan everything to end in jux a blink of eye..
i sux larh..
i m draging it longer..
longer..
and longer....
i jux cant face d fact yet...
im being selfish..
i got oni 2 choice..
but both may go to hell...
i can oni sit in a conner and envy~
gah! its so hurtful~
i wish u were jux transparent....

hye people
dah la no freedom..
n now my beloved hp has left me..
everything that's left v me now is just my computer and my soul


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D day bfore yesterday my dad's sis[my aunt] and her husband[my uncle] came...(from malacca)
so that day, we went to have dinner v my grandfater and so-called-grandmother(mum's side)
we went ter by two cars..
my dad,my aunt,uncle and my grandma(dad's side),1 car,
me,my sis,my mum,1 car..

so we arved d restoran..
ordered food and stuff...
den we ''lou sang''^^
there was crowded
everyone chatin here and there..
me and my sis sat ter dumbly..
no phones nothing..~~
so we was like i c u,u c me.....
den sudenly i rmb-ered my abandoned-mp4
wyee!
so i took it out...luckily its still workin..
yeah it so called mp4..
sounds nice..but chiplak wan
wad can u expect,its from CHINA(no offence kay)
so i listened fer half an hour likdat then it died off...
i was like WTF!!
so i got no choice but to listen to their conversation..
so dishes arved
ate...ate...ate...
then my so-called-grandma started commenting stg bad bout me and my sis
at first she said it out loud
but no one was paying att to her..
so,then..she sort of like whispering to my grandfather...
her whisper was loud enuf fer me and my sis to hear..
my grandfather oxo like oh.ok,a ha
he oxo lazy to layan her~
--her comment i will not post--
and i was about to shout at her..does that even CONCERN u?!!
me and my sis was so pissed off v her
but its a family dinner..
so we chill-ed..!

my mum all call her *pui kuan jie*
so i purposely call her pui kuan jie and acidently add d word popo XD
she was kinda pissed fer my disrespect..
but WHO CARES?!
so after dinner..me and my sis was bugging my mum to leave... (:
cuz d bugs all flying around US but not d food~
and im afraid of bugs =p

so my mum drove d so-called-grandma and my grandfather back first..
so when my so-called-grandma was about to leave ..
she went to my side expect me to pull down d window
so i pulled down
then,she told me: emily lei yiu sang seng a!
i slightly nod,bfore she continue anymore i quickly pull up d window
(im not so sure..wadeva u call that) (x
lolx she was so pissed off =p=p
and dat time my mum was on d phone!wyee~
evil ryte me~
my respects has limits..
la,la,la

ALICIA & darlings~

im so sore~
i got grounded fer 1 YEAR!!
yeah~
so all my appointment goto cancel T-T
im oxo jealous here leh...
if its not cuz of my stupid bill! everything would jux b fine~goin well as planned
lolx d bill came at d wrong timing =p
nyway its still my bad..
im sore..kay? (:

lurves!

hello!
lolx my new blog skin quite hard to read ryte..
lolx..
sore la,but ,
bear with it till i find a better wan kay ?? (=
todae i spent hours to do my blog skin..
cuz my comp lag like hell.
so at last when its DONE!
i hapie giler..
but it turned out not so nice..
haiz...so
*bear with it first ,bear with it first*


my blardy msn messenger cnt work properly todae!!
so i on9,of9,on9,of9 dunu how many times d~!!
-curently chating v cindel & eugene-
oh ya mei ling has sent me those pix...
n i've uploaded them..
u click on d polaroid on d left hand side ( ***d square object***)
my photo gallery~ not all pix i upload..cuz i haven get d full set from mei ling~
dat lazy pig..send half dun send half~~
theres one pix me and foo hong wan..
ish,but its ruined by me..
i look horilble.. haha so u guys got no chance to see it..unless u noe hus meiling =p



me n my parents okay d...
but i still dun rili wana acept their terms..
so 50% i go my way =p
im planing to take hostel..
--personal reasons-- u dunid to noe why~
tho, me and my parents okay d..
but i still felt a gap between us~

sad huh??
my relationship with my family is like geting to stranger~
pass few days,oni i found out dat my gastric is back..
and its getting worse..
haiz..
im tryin to eat healthily d..
i wana get rid of my gastric faster!!
if my parents found out..
i seriously gona b sooo dead..
i dun wana consult a doctor T-T
so i rather not tell them =p



it goto take my dinner now~
lurve~

hello ppl...
haha i nvr update my blog fer so loong d..
lolz..
ydae Alicia,MeiLing,Sarah,and Foo Hong came to my hse..
haha consider as pai lin larh...
yesterday i was havin fun tickling Foo Hong ><
dat was his weak point..
so whole day i kept tickling him larh =p
den we took some pictures.
the pictures are not with me now..
is with Sarah,Alicia and Mei ling...
once i got those pix,i will upload them here (=
haha then they stayed and have dinner v me...
except Alicia..
***Alicia shud stayed and see wad happened~***

we had --steamboat-- ^^
then this Foo Hong...
went everwhere also got teased =p
even wen hes having his dinner.
the last part was d funny wan...
his last fishball ! haha all of us is havin chilli except him..
so he wana try..sumore that was his last fishball =p
then i purposely help him to add more..
he got no chance but to eat larh..
after that LAWL*!
his whole face went RED =p
cuz he dun eat chilli wan..then ydae he took belacan eh X)
then sarah took his pix..
haha..u go to her blog and c larh ><
** Sarah **
cute + funny =p

after everything...
then Mei Ling left..
so oni left me,Sarah,and Foo Hong..
was kinda bored la...
so went on9
kacau Lester with Foo Hong's acc =p


then mumy called me and my sis to d room..
haiz we got screw-ed fer our bills..
mine around 150+
my sis 350+
haha geng leh..
our bill went up...
so haiz got scoldin and stuffs larh...
our line suppose to be barred...
cause our line got limit..
but it din't
so big havoc again larh~~

AND friends~ PLS dun call / sms my HP!!
or u will be dooomed!!
confiscated d X)

ish~but im not sad nor happie.. i felt relieved~

tuesday!!tuesday!!tuesday!! im waitin fer uuu!!

.. todae i cried alot..
skul cried,
got home,cried again..
its hurtfull to noe the truth....
really,really very hurtfull...
just found out dat, the ones dat i left, was d one dat really cared fer me..
the ones dat i go fer, lied to me~
im such an idiot !!
i dunu why am i so blur n blind!!
i use my heart to lurve them as much as i could, but in d end i got stabbed back to d heart..
a really deep and painful one...
after recovering from one, other ones up...
am i rili dat hatefull?
-if i do, pls tel me d truth instead of pretending infront of me..
dun lie to me.!!.i hate LIARS!! or ur jux a coward?-

dat fucker, forever dunu wads right and wads wrong
taking things for granted..
crap alot...crap all d time
lurve me and stuffs al are jux bullshits!!!
i seriously felt like giving up everything...
including my life...
im so tireed...

my like sux!!!

Fuck uu !!!

hello~
my leg ache,
sorethroat
fucking migraine is bck!!!
homeworks-econs-
still got many more notes to do!
definitely cnt finish by tonite~
dunu what to blog..
no. the thruth is im lazy to blog =p
haiz...
luckily tmr n friday i get to escape from bm ^^
im bored larh
everydae oni homework..
entertaiment time oxo dun have..
i think f3's life is beter than f4

im still thinkin wether to drop perdagangan onot~
haiz...

i hearts uuuu!

hello hello hello !!

bloggie skin changed!!
but still dun really like it..
gona change again soon =p
haha i blog because im bored again...
so consider as

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RANDOM larh
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todae i ponteng....
wyee~
free from hamimy^^
hapie,hapie,hapie
but i still nida complete my homeworks bfore monday larh..
or she will skin me alive (=
but im still hapie..
cuz i get to sleep till monday..
haha!

oh ya i get to use my hp dy ^^
so i start to sms ..
but not too much..
still nida control..
wad i meant that i get to use my hp d means...
fer d time being i wun simply throw my hp away =p
so last nite from 12 midnite sms-ed v cm till todae ermm... 8 something
lolx..
cause ydae i took a loong nap,
so in d nite i cant rili sleep...
n i din't sms non stop larh
i fall asleep then woke up again ..
then continue again..
lawl*

wanted to blog more...
but mumy jux called.
said we ( me and my sis) need to folo them (parents) out..
so i goto change now..
i only got 15 mins..
and im a slow poke
haha!
so bye my dears ~~
lurve lurve lurve ~

wyee~
hi people

im soo hapie..
hapie cause i get to sleep =p
todae got NO bm!!!!
so no nid to worry bout her homeworks..
i just nid to finish d komsas..and im done!!

todae quite boring larh...
*since when studying is fun?*
oh ya todae oni found out dat Kah Ee (alicia's other half) is consider as my couzie ><
haha then we talk craps...
until finish skul
i m sooooo soooo soooo sleepy~
so todae reached home~
**dun hav hamimy's homework..
and im not goin to skul tmr =p
its been 2 daes.. 2 DAES !!
i slept late jux to finish up her homeworks!!
im too sleepy..so reach home oni i straight go and sleep
missed *my lunch & * going on9 =p
wth~ todae i overslept =p -my nap-
cuz i fgt to set my alarm..
no wait..i did...==my alarm rang, but i switched it off and go bck to sleep =p
cuz i m too sleepy.. so from 3pm -8.30 pm
haha..
so im hyper now!!

i want a SLR !!!
if u lurve me, get me one fer my bdae ^^
aiming Edward (=

hell -o

just got home from skul ^^
having migraine..
cuz got not enuf sleep =p
todae almost cnt wake up...
haha luckily got wake up call..
after i woke up,i called sarah..
then alicia..
but this alicia i call till 6 stg she stil nvr pick up..==
gave up...then left fer skull ^^

not enuf sleep larh...
blardy homework..
my migraine comes bck..
haha..
so i listen to musics to calm d pain..
instead i go high ^^
cuz musics makes me hapie =p
lolx...
too hapie,d result like dat larh~
-im spreadin my lurve-
wyee


oh ya im fully recovered!!!!
totally finish d ^^
and recently i find myself observin him alot~
wen he comes to skul,
recess,
n even finish skul ==
i mean not tail him larh...
we finish d same time,so bump into him everytime =p
*FYI its a short time feelings oni larh*


to my darlings dat receive my lurve <3
dun get angry, cuz i lurve u all beyond words...=p
so i *spam* lorh =p making ur cbox looks nicer >.<
i lurve uuuuu

wyee~



i lurve u,
i lurve u,
i lurve u,
i lurve u,
i wan huggies
i wan you
i wan everything (=
will nvr fail to lurve u...

XOXO

reply if u lurve me too (x

im healed =p
last nite my mood was upside down...
haha tnx to Wahid n Alicia~
im doing bm...again....
haiz....
stressfull larh~
changing blogie skin soon ^^
still lookin out fer 1

btw Sarah & Joyenn
if i get to go out ,...+ *him* also
u two must also bring urs...
=p kay??
tho we meet everydae,but im dying to go out v u guys~!!
im startin to get jealous..
cuz i dun get to mix in >.<
and i wana meet "BG"~