just got back from tuition..
feeling confused~
haiz...
i saw him todae...but theres no chance to talk to him..
cuz everytime,sure theres sum1 there...
so i gave up..
but i seriously wanted to talk to him badly
to apologise fer being mean..
and oxo being friends again..
but i gues he wouldn't acept my apology..
but no matter wad i will still apologise...
friends again dat part mayb not tellin la..
cause bfore this,he asked fer it many times and i kept rejecting him...

lolx why i sudenly change my mind?
cuz after that bastard's prob..
then i realise that actually he oways tries to please me but i took it in d wrong meaning.
before this he was my bestfren..
seriously.hes my first'guy'bestfren..
but because of something,i choose not to trust him
well n oxo tnx to d bastard dat make me realise my mistake.
tho i regreted it now..but i gues its best not to take back my words..
its very selfish ~

hmm~felt better after writing everything out..
i want to find sum1 and speak out everything thats in my heart..
sigh~~~