todae early mornin
got hurt by my mum's words~
i somehow felt dat she hates me alot

so normal ler...
cried again lo..
cried till i've got sorethroat~
then alicia and uncle ahmed did cheered me up a bit larh~
i tried not to think bout it d...
haiz~
but those words really hurting me right now~
i lurved my mum the most...
but she hated me the most....-funny huh?-
its not wad i thought~
its really d fact...
cuz she once told me bfore~
she even regreted having me*
n i can see she prefer my sister alot~
alicia told me to confront her...
but my mum is d kind dat - i dun giv a damn on your feelings!-
its jux a waste of time~

Music On AIR
Britney Spears-Circus

btw,to my friends~
on my bdae ...
i dun wish to hear greetings ~
o giving me presie...
if u buy ady...
then i'll acept but to those hu haven..
pls don't.....
*this is part of my birthday wish*
*thank q*

To: ---
if you think that i oxo lied to you...
then consider it as FAIR lo~
i don't want to hear anything anymore!!!
stranger can oxo be friends~
but not you...
i dun wish to say/explain anything dy larh~
no matter wad u say,
i will still stay this way...
i wun tell u anymore things~
pls?over~