BFA tessssssst ! D:

wtF i freaking failed my BFA test... ):
everything was okay. except fer my cpr. damn!
thanks to that cocky guy. Mr.W seriously evil.
he was sooo harsh on me.
cause d first question he asked i could'nt answer ady :P
soo he seems pissed.


He asked me. our heart got how many compartment.
i went 0.o and i said ,two i gues.
he asked me to name it D:
and i said i dont know :P then he replied
HOW come u dont know. "if u cant answer u will have to leave d room u noe . blaablaablaa."
and one more question was.
what is the heart for.
i answered.to pump blood.
he want me to give two answers. so i could'nt answer.
and the answer was>>>>>>>>> to collect bloood. (-.- i dint noe that.and it dont even make sense!!)
but he let me proceed to cpr, after that.
he ask me not to ask him anything and just go ahead
so as usual lar,i followed d steps.
"Sir,im accessing the area of danger,is there any danger?
Mr.W: no. u dont have to ask me just do only. -.-
then i goto ask got responce not,got breathing not. he just ask me not to ask him-.- wtfuck!
and dummy was wearing a shirt.
so its bit difficult to find d nipple line.
then when i compressed.
it was hollow.
so i thought i got d wrong place.
cause ussually it has d clicking sound ,im used to that. :P
this is hollow and -soundless-0.0
so i tried and tried.
i still could'nt get it.
so i told him i could'nt find d sternum :P
Mr.W: wad ar?? u do properly lar.if u kenot means u fail u noe! ( in a not-so-happy-tone)
so i tried again.
E: i really cant find d sternum.
Mr.W:wad!how come .nvm!proceed to choking
then while i was doin chocking
this examinor sampat giler.
from d other table,kept commenting. u massaging the dummy or wad?
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then after i finished everything i went out.
and asked samuel,
he says that dummy has a sternum.and also SOUNDLESS -.-
then i found out Mr.W failed me because i played with d dummy&wasnt serious bout it.
since when i bloody played with d dummy lar.hopefully IF i retake my Bfa test.i dont meet him again!

besides that,oral and practical was not bad.(;
oral was kinda fun.
had a good conversation with d examinor.Ms.Helen
tho shes strict,but shes also friendly (:

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oooh i have bangs noww (:
cut-ed my fringe. yeah i noe its worsee.
but having a change once in a while also not bad wert.
mumy is nagging fer d pass few days.
she ask me to cut my HAIR SHORT so i decided to cut my fringe instead .fer a change :P now i look Younger..ish.
but neva-mind lar.
i cant do anything wert.
just goto wait fer it to grooow :S

:D
i dont care u MUST say its nice.
eventho its fuglyyyy
just to make me happy :P

LoVeS !

New Skin (:

changed my blog skin (:
a simple skin..
but d side bar its like out of place ):
spent hours on it.
wanted to change everything.
but i dont have the time ..
need to study my Teory ):
fer tomorrow's BFA test.
so after my BFA test then only concentrate more on my blog.
i want a header tooo
still working on it :D


i still have homeworkssss to be done !!
):
moral's essay i still haven do
and Bm form5's komsas notes
:P
i got to pass it up when school reopens
im sooo dead .


i read back my old posts.
damn funny.
i just realise my older posts are longer than my current post :P
my posts are getting shorter... (x


i goto leave soon.
goin to shop later to help out.
not enough assistance. :S
aaaaah!
just hope that tomorrow i can pass my test kay??
im afraid im nervous and forget everything :P
wish me lotsa lotsa luck!
mwahs!

with my friends im complete (: ♥

(: lol
i feel like updatin my blog todae..
but after something happened.
i dont think i got d mood to blog anymore..
sorry.
(: update again next time

should i be happy?
lol
that is what i wished fer..
but why..

not even a notice from you..
(: a promise to myself ,after tonite,i will be happy fer u!
and i will!
amstupidtocryoveryou

Boo!
(:
at last exams are overrrrr ...
wyeeeee
have to return all d textbooks to teacher... :D :D
i think i lost around 5 textbooks ! wtf
someone stole it...
!@#$#@!


AND AND AND

tomorrow is Cindel's bdae (;
i cant go her fer bdae outing );
Dady says i need to do some studies during the holiday..
to prepare fer next year's SPM -.-
aihsss....

wana take my bath now ><
goin to shop later.
mumy sick ady :(






[short update again :P] ,
Byeee

ithinkimfallingforyou♥

im posting a "story"
that was made up by my friends and i..
it was actually a game
every one of us were suppose to create a line each to make a story (:
so there u go (: ...

S stripped herself nakedly in public
everyone stared at her
including J
it was actually E's face
J feels stimulted because E's face does not match S's body
then J took a photo of it
S approached J and hugged him
but J pushed S away and slapped her
S went home crying
when she reached home, she saw E n H on the bed naked
S pulled E away and blind-folded H and raped him,
with a cucumber
Then H commited suicide
C got angry and got into a fight with S
the next day, S raped B
instead of B commiting suicide, P commited suicide
E feels bad for creating this story so she killed herself
when P was in heaven, she saw Y raping I on a cloud
all of a sudden R woke up and it was her best dream ever


yeah d story is kinda stupid...
we dont even have a story line xP
fer FUN nie NOT real one :D

iloveyou
(: ♥

[edited]

(:
hello
went to school todae :D
heehee...
was with Allie and Kah Ee the whole day...
and i ate many jellybeans..
i tried almost all of the flavours...
and now i feel like vomitin -.-
too much jelly beans fer a day.. lawl!
oh and i had oral assesment todae...
i choosed the topic, depression...
i got to elaborate it based on my experience
then teacher asked me,
*how do you know when ur under depression?
and my answer was... when i feel its like end of the world... -.-
gosh...after i answered...then i realised how stupid my answer was...
such a simple question also, i can answer stupidly...
then after that lepak around with Allie (;
the worse part was,
i cried in front of Bryan..
Bryan and Allie comforted me after that (:
then Allie and i had ice-creammm .

Oh,i screwed up my st john attendance xP
so bye bye BFA..
ooh and all of a sudden i miss Jian xD

boo !
im backkk!
yea i noe im late...
no mood fer blogging :S
cried badly last nite..
cry myself to sleep );
quarreled with mummy....
till this mornin i was still crying...
sigh..
my life is really complicated...

hello people (:
sorry fer not updating again..
cause i was kinda banned fer touchin the pc xD
* and im not gonna tell why...

oh my flight is on d Monday nite 8pm/ 10 pm.
and im comin back on d 17th
so this week i goto sit fer exam
- im gonna miss account and economic's paper ) ; -
teacher say i can come back and sit fer it...
but dunu wether d marks will enter report card not...
my bm and english paper T T
did careless mistakes again ! ish

*******

Ally
Kah Ee
Ml
Woo
Yinru
Joyenn
Ree Na
Sarah
Cindel

pls check ur mailssss when im away (:

okay will update more when i got time..
i goto revise commerce now );
nites !

wyee ~
self declare holiday (:
2 days earlier...
so means tomorrow i wont be going to school =D
but unfortunately ,tomorrow i goto follow mummy to shop );
she dont want to leave me alone at home ...
ish...


then exam is on d second week of Oct...
haizz...
half prepared nie ...
i "might" not be taking exam...
still not sure yet, if daddy is goin to bring us somewhere.
and if daddy agrees,then i'll be leaving on d 12th =D
LoL. but i still prepare fer my exam kay?
because i "might" be taking too....

guys ,that are after my sis
(you know who you are xD)
her birthday is coming soon :)
24 th Oct
faster Jot down !

&
to those who are Muslims
Selamat Hari Raya (:

Happy Birthday allie (:



may ur wishes come trueee (:
&
sorry fer d late wish):

iloveyou(:

(:
hello ppl...
:D
as usual la..
i dont feel like updating my blog..
cause of ma lazyness xD

my mood is so fucked up today....
i dont know why..
but everything is just soo not in order...

-im dont know wads goin on with my babi, but im worried bout her now..
-my results like shit.
-i regret fer not doin my bm paper...

-------------------*********----------------------------
i seriously dont know what u want...
i dont know what ur thinkin...
u know everything d..
and yet u still wan to act like there is nothing goin on..
its like an open book !
i GIVE UP talking to youuu...
when i took d initiative to talk to you,
you dont care...
so i think its best i stay away from u..
and out of ur life...
though its hurting..
but u left me with no choice..
i gave u more than enough hints...
i tot *JJ is bad enough ady..
i dint noe ur worse...

(:
helllo ppl
miss mee??? (:
LoL
yes im lazy to update again...
im suppose to update bout my trip to Genting..
but i've been dragging it till now xD
i think i will update it in my next post...
another one more week,i'll be having exam
and im still not prepared (x
but todae, i did some revision on my accounts lar.
luckily i manage to do chapter 7 (:

got to go now,its just a short update actually :D

don't cry because its over,
smile because it happened.

(:

hello ..
dont worry..
todae i can smile d (:
and i promised i wont cry tonite ...
causeee im starting to accept d fact.
i dont want to avoid the fact anymore..
its worse..
lying to myself too much..
seriously, its not worth crying over him...
and now im back to myself ...
hopefully by Monday i can smile the whole day..
[:

Sorry to those that was being ignored by me...
and friends are still my top priority

[edited] Thank You fer being there fer me when im down... ily (:

(my babi) Mei ling
Cindel
Ally (;
Zheng Nam
Sarah
Ree Na
Joyenn
Yinru

*and uncle thank you fer caring too (: *

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hello (: im back... yesss at last i got d time to blog... effin busy recently... due to d f1inschool competition... so i wont be updating my blog often... been crying alot fer d past few days... ): almost everynite,i cry before i go to bed... i dont know wads goin on in my brain...

(To: Crr )
why when i put so much effort to pull everyone of us to be together
then you will either push me away or just walk away...
gues how i felt?



( )
first of all ! i did not accused you..
bloody liar...
d texting thingy... i got no idea wth ur talking bout...
ur pissed so am I ?
you dont care then u can just ignore this (:
**if u truly liked him or wadever shit ur talking bout**
its all BULLSHIT...fer me .kay?
whatever u've said behind my back.......guess wad?..
it all came back to me.
SO stop denying it..
u told someone that YOU were suppose to be *his* gf...
you even admit,dat .. *YOU still have feelings fer him when we were together*..
its okay if you wana deny it, its ur problem,i dont give a damn...
cause not just one person told me bout this...
and stop telling ppl dat im accusing you..
oh of course ur capable of doing all this...
ur a PRO weyh...
one more thing....
YES all of us *hates* u. just accept d fact kay?

86 days...

from today onwards
im staying away from you...
when u need me u will look fer me...
when u dont u will just abandon me...
you broke ur promise that u had promised me...
whatever u had told me,i assumed its part of ur lies...
i dont know if i should trust you anymore....
i told you the day would come...

1. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
sleeeeepy !

2. Would you consider yourself as a well-being person?
(x nope

3. Have you ever visited an orphanage or an old folk's?
nope...but i want

4. Have you ever had a best friend who is trustworthy?
yesss (:

5. Do you want someone to be dead?
ermmm yess i guess 1=p

6. Do you love to go to school?
hmm it depends...no because of teachers and prefects ! yes because of my friends ^^


7. Who was the last person who texted you?
Cindel and Mei Ling

8. Do you want any food to eat right now?
No, i feel like vomiting now !

9. What are you doing right now?
chatting,sms-ing,and doing this tag

10. What are you thinking right now?
report card day =/

11. List 15 lucky people whom you tag:
1.Ally
2.Pui San
3.AhYinn
4.Kelvin
5.Cindel
6.Victor
7.Sim
8.Vanessa
9.Yin Ru
10.Ree Na
11.Tracy
12.Kah Ee
13.Michelle
14.Dominic
15.Joyenn

12. Is no.10 is your close friend?
emm considered as

13. Does no.3 know no.4?
Nope

14. Is no.13 single?
errmm think so =p

15. Does no.6 love studying?
No...! (i think xP)

16. Is no.1 a genius?
erm not really..but close to that...

17. When was the last time you chatted with no.11?
few seconds ago

18. Say no.5's characteristic?
erm.talkative xD

19. What will you do if no.14 and no.15 fight?
LOL no idea

20. Do you like being friends with no.2 and no.12?
yeap ! of course

21. Does no.7 have siblings?
yeap.. elder brother

22. Does no.8 and no.9 love music?
Yessss (:

fwee (=
a random post!
cause im boring...
im goin to sleep after posting this post =p




attended a wedding dinner just now (yesterday*13/6)
=/
father's side relative...
so not really close with them
and and and
I am forced to wear dress...
and heels...
*...and FYI im not a person which fancies skirts or dresses*...**bii is gonna be so dissapointed =p**

unfortunately,my heel is 4 inches high..
so my foot ached like hell....
its also my first time wearing soo high heel =p
..
mumy want us (sis & i ) to be MORE lady-like
haha !
we left d house at 4 something..
arrive d *ballroom/restoran* around 5
sat there till 7 something !
only d dishes arrive...
wth...
almost starved to death ==
service there was bad tooo )=
but the food there is not bad ^^


Then eating halway,
sis wana go to d washroom
so i accompanied her...
while i was queie-ing up
suddenly behind me,theres this lady came up to me and

lady: wow, i like ur shoe.
me: (= tq
lady : where you bought it?
me: errr...malacca
lady : owh... i like ur shoe !
me: heh heh *=p*

lawl shes so random...


around 11 something only reached home )=
so tired...
i mean my legs are tired..
wearing d heals fer few hours...



then then then =D
sure camwhore la...
not with my camwhore partner but with my sis..
mwahaha...



will just post a few =p

before leaving fer d dinner~

xD



(=

goto sleep now ler )=
if not tmr cant wake up xD
nite nite everyone~

72 days (=
and still counting on ~

hello people (=
im here to update my dead blog =p


Cindel asked me to blog bout my trip to malacca
but i got nothing much to blog bout it..
cause my trip was boring....
most of d time...
went to Eye On Malaysia...
sadly it wasn't how i expected...
no nice scenery...
everywhere was dark...cause its in d nite =p
inside,i was dizzy d whole time..
=X
then
- watched night at d museum 2
-went cheong k (with parent) =p
nothing much to talk bout my trip...
went there fer 4 days only...

lazy to blog so detail xP

Uncle AY,d pictures u wanted i will upload them soon
XD
mayb d next post..
so patience yea..
haha=p

2nd month with bii d (=
i love you ~

!!!!!! exams over ~~~at last...
dint feel like updating actually...
but if i dont then bii oxo wont update...
lazy BUM !

Acc paper 1 was okay... sivik was d tuft one.. haha ! paper 2 i main tembak only ... even answers dats not related or makes no sense... XD better than leaving it empty maaa =p then acc paper 2 confirm FAIL... cause i forgotten some of d formats ==

This morning i followed mumy to Cosway to help out... half day nie... cause 5pm i got tuition. many customer todae... counter table was messy like shit... and i kept forgetting to return ppl's membership card... then 1 something mumy went out to fetch sis... so left my uncle,uncle Ahmed and i in d shop... after a while my uncle went downstairs to do something... then theres a few chinese customer came in..most of them speak in mandarine"........" .so i spoke 4 languages todae XD english,malay,cantonese and mandarin !!!lawl ! yes mandarin! tho i suck at it ..wth ! but i got no choice ... dat time i was d only chinese in d shop *pity me*XD

Tomorrow's teacher's day (=
and yes! im attending d ceremony...
my FIRST year attending...
because tmr Lai is gonna perform...(electronic guitar)
heheeee (= hopefully i get to rob his guitar tmr =p
then me and meiling bought presie's fer our teacher ^^

Bii (:
faster update ah !
i update d..
ur turn..
latest by tmr =p
i stay up this late just to updae wan leh...

[ ADAM LAMBERT rocks [= ]

(=
not blogging todae...
but cindel say she cant read my recent post...
so she asked me to post something ....
XD

(=
seeeee at last i update...
no more spider webs ....



Todae its "Teacher's Day"
i noe some of ur dont really care...
but todae i wished cute teacher (=
and En.Nik
=D

actually im not suppose to touch my computer.....
but i just cant resist d temptation XD

and...
i can confirm you that i 've flunk moral and add math's paper...
i cant handle add math..
and im still considering wether to drop dat subject...
oh and moral....
haiz...
sad case...
i have no idea wad i wrote inside =p
cause all oxo tembak one...


yesterday,after recesss (=
me,Cindel,and Ally gossiped bout Boobienizer with En.Nik XD
lols he was sooo surprised . haha
had fun gossipin bout her...
after so long, now she says dat she din't noe dat i hate her ==
wad an excuse...
everyone noes bout it and EXCEPT her?
lawl !




to that girl*
its very obvious dat everyone is trying to ignore u....
its obvious dat i dont wana face u...
its obvious dat ur annoying..seriously a-n-n-o-y-i-n-g
especially when "we" are together.
we - me,meiling,yinru,jo,ree na,cindel...
and YET u still wana stick around...
are u THAT thick skin? or u just cant understand simple english?
yinru's blog has also written it CLEARLY...
everyone of us cant stand u anymore..
ur folowing us everywhere we go...
recess is d only time ''we'' get to be together...
but "you" d extra one,kept bothering us...
get a life la...
you would'nt want anyone of us to confront u one day...

oh bii said ,
he might consider to create a blog if i can find him a NICE skin(=
(i post here ady,so u have to create one asap =p)

gtg now...
pasar malam
wyeee (=

Tagged by Kelvin



1. The person that tagged you is: Kelvin

2. Your relationship with her is: Friend ^^

3. Your first impression of her is: errr....funny =p

4. The most memorable moments with her: memorable..... oh oh d 1 day thingy[sore no details] XD


5. The most memorable thing she has said to you is: dont remember =X

6. If she becomes your lover, you will: (he) no idea~

7. If she became your lover, what should she improve at: why "she" wan== i think he's okay..nothing to improve gua...

8. If he becomes your enemy, what would you do: knock him !

9. If he becomes your enemy, the reason will be: eeee..errr.. he dont love me ady (=

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him now is: Faster get a girlfriend and intro to meee =p

11. Your overall impression on him: friendly~

12. The characteristic you love most about yourself: myself??no idea 0.0

13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself: trust people easily

14. The most ideal person you want to be is: myself ^^

15. For people that care and like you, say something to them: i love you !!!!

16. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:

(1) Ally
(2) Cindel
(3) Mei Ling
(4) Yinru
(5) Dominic
(6)Joyenn
(7) Kah Ee
(8) Pui San
(9) Pui Yan
(10) Anyone <3

17. Who is 6 having a relationship with: Bryan

18. is 9 a male or female: Femaleeee

19. If 7 and 10 were together, would it be a good thing: haha dunno... !

20. What is 2 studying at the moment: Secondary school ~

21. When was the last time you had a chat with 3: just now

22. What kind of music does 8 like: =/ im not so sure

23. Does 1 have any siblings: yesss

24. Will you woo 3: no ! i like guys XD

25. How about 7: like i say... i like guys not girls...

26. Is 4 single: Nope

27. What's the surname of 5: er er...Liang ,if im not mistaken

28. What's the hobby of 5: not sur =/
29. Do 5 and 9 get along well: They don't know each other le....

30. Where is 2 studying at:SMK SBS ~

31. Say something casual about your eyes: errr nice?

32. Have you tried developing feelings for 5: HAHA..no

33. Where does 9 live: =X

34. What colours does 4 like: erm...black i guess

35. Are 5 and 1 good friends? : dunu each other laaa...

36. Does 7 like 2: LOL...impossible

37. How did you get to know 2: ermmm dont remember lu...noe her fer many years d...

38. Does 1 have any pets: yes yes...doggie ~!

39. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world: (= "secret"

wyeee (=
at last i feel like updating my blog =p
haha
yinru say full with habuk ady >.<
yesterday meiling dropped by here at 8pm just to online and send something =.=
8.30 ciao ~
lol of course! we camwhored
=p pictures will be uploaded at d end of this post...
today... had lotsa fun...
joked and got high ~
bm class was skipped ,
done my essay (=
had class picture todae...
formal
--nerdy look--
as fer d informal
unsuccesfull..
cause of d bloody photographer..
in 3 seconds he expect u to be ready...
wtf man..
he went 1..2.. *snap*
fuh '...........'
after that ((=
went up to meet FUAD ..
fer d f1 thingy..
then cute teacher came in d room^^
me and ally went to him
chat-ed (:
hes getting more and more evil !! ish~
obviously we stayed till skul end =p
went back to class at 2.25
to pack...
history teacher looked kinda pissed off...XD

thank youu~
rotten bear XD

~dont simply think =p~

****************************
hey...
i've read everything...
i dunu why u want me to read it...

and yes im angry with you...
i've been very patience with u fer d past few days..
but my patience has LIMITS...
don't make me start..
once i start i don't stop...
just watch ur mouth...
i believe u got brainsssss...
so please think bfore u talk..

(=
At last...
my gastric is getting better ...
din't go skul fer two days
cause of gastric..
lol...
mumy and grandma kept nagging at me...=/
finally todae its getting better..
fever has subside...
and i was forced to go to skul..
guess by who?? (babi meiling)==


just now after bath..
i applied the cream that Mandy gave me...
i forgotten wad she told me..
and i tot it was face cream...
so i went and apply it..(near to my eye)
after that my skin felt like burning...
quickly rinsed my eyes..
used ice to numb d area...
then only i re-called wad she said..
it was actually a chilli cream..
wad the hell... XD

oh oh ...
emily's getting a new phone sooooon(=
wyeee
but dunu wad model yet..(sony ericsson)
cause haven decide...
hee...

fwee (=
i abandoned my blog again =p




todae im super duper bad luck lar )=
early mornin while having perhimpunan...
suddenly theres this cockroach ran out of nowhere...
and it ran towards my direction..
what the helll...
luckily this malay girl smack! d cockroach on time...
a serious hard SMACK,(using her testpad) ==
so d cockroach was just few centimetre beside my bottle!!!
ugh..
'juice'[sore dunu wad to call dat] also come out..
then she push its body aside..
after a few minutes..
the thing moved..
i seriously freaked out....
then cindel rolled her papers..
and another SMACK on d cockroach..
then d cockroach like pengsan..
but still can move..
d cockroach really strong....
then cindel went and squashed it...[lightly squash]
then take a piece of paper to cover d 'mayat' XD
unfortunately...
its still ALIVE
'.................'
after a while d cockroach walk out...
very disgusting......!
i've never had a such close view on a cockroach bfore..and a very disgusting one too..
everyone gave up... (x
*pity d cockroach too* =p

(= then after perhimpunan me and mei ling were called out,to see the descipline teacher..
cause we ponteng-ed class..
actually we intended to ponteng,but we did not...(x
then chit chat-ed with cute teacher=p
fer two period..
nyahaha...
then KOTEX came to our skul and gave a speech bout hygiene,puberty,pms...
was quite intresting actually...
but the room is too humid..
so din really enjoy the speech much..




tomorrow cnt meet him )=
but having lunch v my babi (=

lalalala~
btw ally he said MAYB (=
haha faster go tell himmm (x

hello (=

yesterday was April Fool day...
i seriously dikenakan 99 ...
especialy meiling and jian's one...
early mornin arrived school ady kena by babi meiling..==
one nite bfore April Fool someone reminded me( fgten who told me)
but d nxt mornin i totally fgten bout it !
yesterday whole day i kena fooled..
din get to fool anyone ==
ish...
oh wait..
i fooled someone......^^
C A L V I N XD
(lazy to type so detail)
next year i must surely get my revenge...
(=



todae i skipped skul =p
(skipped lisan too) (=
tomorrow oni go skul...
friday- best day of the week..
nyahahaha....
later 4.30 i goto leave fer tuition ler...
haiz...
so its another 3 more hours plus...
==
revising my sejarah now ^^
(haha !)
i failed almost all subject..
wth..!!
perdagangan teacher say me and meiling skipped skul alot XP

dc like nobody business!!
screw msn messenger!
currently listenin to
Dead and Gone-T.i ft Justin Timberlake